when you decide to choose an option so different from what you have been used to, you always end up thrashing something.. practicality wise, it has never been an ideal, but emotionally, despite all the struggles, all those pain and the always empty pocket, you feel something far more greater than happiness...
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
page one
you might wonder that after the love letter post, here i am again blogging on a different persona. the love letter was not really mailed.. it was just my way of rekindling the love that has slowly been dying.. but it never worked. rather, it made me realize one thing: i've fallen out of love with him.
then, another story started.. another promising journey that is making me alive again. i used to put high hopes on everything that i do before but it just frustrates me at one point or another.. i've learned my lesson now. i realized that it's better to live each day as the same passes. no more hopes. no more promises. zero plans. some of my peers even think that it's the life of a coward that im into right now. il settle for it. i am the master of my fate. i would like to believe that im leaving something great for something grand.. not financially but emotionally.
this is page one.
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