pretend..

should a friend ask you one small favor, one favor to pretend that you care, what would you say? downright insulting isn't it? BUT, you know what, i once asked this to a friend and you know what i got in response? one plain "ok."! hurt, i asked my friend again another favor, this time i said: "will you please pretend that you wont be pretending?"

you dont need the highest mental capacity to understand what these words really mean.. caring, being a variant of loving, doesnt need to think.. they only feel.. and a sincere person will never find it a normal favor to ask for.. instead, it's as good as an insult! hearing someone answer positively on such a favor makes me wonder on my friend's sincerity.. to think that i have been so trusting and open.. and it is so frustrating.. believe me.. i even cried when i received his reply..

i am so technical. i admit it.. i even lost my job just on mere technicality.. but it is me..

on that same day, he asked sorry.. who am i not to forgive right? we're okay now..