the pain finally set in.. i love him but i need some air.. a mind of my own.. a thing for myself..when i decided to leave my family and rediscover the other side of life, i know someday, there will be regrets.. im 23 that time. a document analyst trying to cope up with the pressures of a not so ideal job.. i have a girlfriend who, by that time, happen to be taking her 2nd year in law school.. i have friends.. not so established.. but at least we ALL are not.. until suddenly, i woke up one morning, lying in a different bed, with a different residence, without my family, and all alone.
i have oftentimes wondered why and how the hell did i ever agreed in such a proposal. until now i cant still figure it out. maybe its the fear.. or maybe its just plain immaturity. either way, i am now suffering the consequences.
the other night, i wanted to party. hug my friends. see my best friend. and kill myself.
good thing, my mother called on the very moment. indeed, a motherly heart knows when her child is in pain..
for everything that happened, especially on the way i acted, to elyang, rakistah, ms late comer, officer miga, buninay, and best, thank you and my apologies..
to misaki, salamat.. what you did that morning was way beyond my expectation..
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