i wanted to grow back young.. back to the age when a single choco peanut can magically erase, like a pixie dust, all my problems and worries.. back when every single bite was a heavenly treat! how i wish peter pan would appear in front of me as i write this post and bring me to neverland! i would die for it!
again, im not in my normal self. i have successfully deceived the people around me into making them believe i am happy.. honestly, i am not. with the hope for comfort, i had a dose of my fave childhood candy.. but the magic was gone.
im mad. need i write more?
We're on the same situation Bro. On my part, how can i be happy if i lost someone precious in my life because of my stupidities, insecurities and all the NEGATIVE things that cloud my mind and how can i win her back if i will not help myself change? I'm doing my best to change for the better and i hope it's not too late to get another chance. A chance to life, a chance to love and a chance to be HAPPY again. Where do i start? That's what i need to find out as well, and that's also the reason why i'm reaching out to you, then to the rest of your group then finally to HER... Just "one more chance and one more time". That's all i ask to all of you... Thanks.
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