paused.

.. or on hold.. this word best describes what i am right now.. for the past few months, all i ever wanted to do and, i fact been doing, is to focus a little bit more on my studies.. after a two-week visit with my family, i guess it had given me the motivation i need to stay on track.. i wanted to prove something as much as i dont wanted to fail them.. otherwise, everything i fought and i am fighting for will be for nothing..

last day, our dean in the college of law offered me if would be willing to join the internship program in the Solicitor General's Office. the program is for 3rd and 4th year law students who have shown excellence in any law school in the Philippines.. the dean further offered me a recommendation should i decide on the affirmative.. a simple gesture, but it made me realize one thing.. I MUST BE WORTH SOMETHING! i do not consider myself outstanding for this matter, so i humbly refused the offer. but the fact still exists: of all the students in the university where i study, i was offered a chance. that should count! lol

i am giving myself a personal goal.. I WILL BECOME A LAWYER, whatever the costs..