while inside the cab on our way to mu shu last saturday night, i dont know what our topic was, i told elyang that i will be posting about the fear of not knowing.. it was only today that i remembered it.. while trying to organize my thoughts in line with such an argument, i asked myself over and over.. weighing between the fears and the joys of not knowing.. makes sense right?
should we settle in hearing the truth that will definitely be hurtful or will it be more convenient to just ignore our intuition and embrace what our naked eyes and our uncomplicated understanding would want us to believe?
for one mature person, this question is too easy.. but for a childish-paranoid-sinful-masochist-blogger, le'me think first..
ok.. im done..
surprisingly, i found one best way to answer it.. all you have to to is list all your self-definitions.. just about any word, be it a noun or an adjective, which you can associate with.. (just like what i wrote about me in the preceding pars..) and voila! you've got yourself an answer!
truth is painful.. pain is my happiness.. i am a masochist. how complex is that? we all have different personalities.. and distinct as we are, we all have our own ways to respond.. of course its a matter of analysis.. case to case basis.. but i dont want a too complicated blog to start my day.. for now im gonna stick to my definitions.. i dont want to wage war against my worst enemy.. ME!
mawnin!
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