prayer of a lost soul

prayer of a lost soul
in the name of the... amen. bless oh... my family.. guide them that they may continue to follow your will and remain under your care and undying love.. give them the strength to surpass all the trials that you have prepared for them.. bless them with good health and a good life.. my friends.. give them your wisdom in dealing with all their struggles.. shower them with your blessings as they remain faithful in your words by enlightening lost souls like me.. may they find enough courage to fight for their causes, whatever that may be.. and.. punish me... for everything i have done wrong.. burn me in the flames of hell and crush my selfish dreams.. i am a sinner.. unworthy of your graces.. let your will be done.. i love you.. ...amen. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Monday, May 18, 2009

step one..


i'm not sure if i would to call yesterday a happy one.. been out the whole day and so far, i haven't texted the person i'm trying to get off my system.. the only accomplishment i guess for the 17th.. i attended the sunday mass before anything and the homily gave me a little more courage.. there were lots of signs telling me that what i'm doing was right..

he texted me good morning today and since i have no reason to hate him, i replied back.. my words are meticulously chosen.. nothing that may suggest anything.. just a one-worder-sms will do.. no details.. no questions.. just plain answers.. good thing he didn't notice..

i just hope i can go on with the second step.. i dont even know what's my next move..


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