let me be..

i was wrong to think that the person im talking about in my previous posts didn't sensed my distance.. he's not that insensitive.. he knew me so much not to notice it..

last night he texted me.. he wanted the same old me.. told me that he missed our conversations.. the more personal ones.. not the stupid just-to-have-something-to-talk-about conversations.. i was moved, honestly.. but i wanted to be on track..

to you my friend, let me be.. just this time..not that i would want to forget about the friendship.. its not like that.. it's the last thing in my mind.. please dont get me wrong.. you told me when we last talked that you're afraid that you might not reciprocate my love.. twas not a proposal or anything, you know that, but i need to step back and establish some distance.. otherwise, i will be totally unfair to you..

i am more than happy when you told me your concerns about the "miss" part.. that sounded music in my ears.. but i wanted that the next time we meet, i can look you in the eye and tell you im no longer attracted to you.. and tell you I LOVE YOU without any meaning other than the sincerest love of a friend..

for the meantime, please bear with my one-worder-sms'..