prayer of a lost soul

prayer of a lost soul
in the name of the... amen. bless oh... my family.. guide them that they may continue to follow your will and remain under your care and undying love.. give them the strength to surpass all the trials that you have prepared for them.. bless them with good health and a good life.. my friends.. give them your wisdom in dealing with all their struggles.. shower them with your blessings as they remain faithful in your words by enlightening lost souls like me.. may they find enough courage to fight for their causes, whatever that may be.. and.. punish me... for everything i have done wrong.. burn me in the flames of hell and crush my selfish dreams.. i am a sinner.. unworthy of your graces.. let your will be done.. i love you.. ...amen. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Thursday, January 14, 2010

paused.

.. or on hold.. this word best describes what i am right now.. for the past few months, all i ever wanted to do and, i fact been doing, is to focus a little bit more on my studies.. after a two-week visit with my family, i guess it had given me the motivation i need to stay on track.. i wanted to prove something as much as i dont wanted to fail them.. otherwise, everything i fought and i am fighting for will be for nothing..

last day, our dean in the college of law offered me if would be willing to join the internship program in the Solicitor General's Office. the program is for 3rd and 4th year law students who have shown excellence in any law school in the Philippines.. the dean further offered me a recommendation should i decide on the affirmative.. a simple gesture, but it made me realize one thing.. I MUST BE WORTH SOMETHING! i do not consider myself outstanding for this matter, so i humbly refused the offer. but the fact still exists: of all the students in the university where i study, i was offered a chance. that should count! lol

i am giving myself a personal goal.. I WILL BECOME A LAWYER, whatever the costs..


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