downfall..

with a hundred and some coins left in my pocket, i am literally empty. and this one calls, again, for some pondering.. funny how this times can motivate me to think and write stuffs such as this. this is what others say that during those times when we are happy and satisfied, we tend to isolate and immerse ourselves into enjoying the moment in full satisfaction.. we tend to taste every last happy feeling that we can have and completely disregard those things that can completely ruin it.. this really makes sense and i wont be opposing that..

my second year in law school has been a helluva ride! there were some great moments but there were also moments when i almost thought of giving up.. and this is no metaphor. there were times when i thought that my efforts were paying off.. happy times when i felt being recognized.. but there were also those times when the recognition i'm getting is not the kind of recognition that i'm expecting.. im no saint. i admit that.. seems that there are some things which we think were innocently harmless would, in the long run, be 0ne wrong move towards our downfall.

needless to say, i'm a bit nervous on what's gonna happen this year.. im still positive though. i need more ammunition.. i can no longer risk my chance into finishing my personal goal. i need this more than anything. im preparing for the worst and praying for some miracles.. big word? let it be! im in need of that and a lot more!

pray for me. :-)