prayer of a lost soul

prayer of a lost soul
in the name of the... amen. bless oh... my family.. guide them that they may continue to follow your will and remain under your care and undying love.. give them the strength to surpass all the trials that you have prepared for them.. bless them with good health and a good life.. my friends.. give them your wisdom in dealing with all their struggles.. shower them with your blessings as they remain faithful in your words by enlightening lost souls like me.. may they find enough courage to fight for their causes, whatever that may be.. and.. punish me... for everything i have done wrong.. burn me in the flames of hell and crush my selfish dreams.. i am a sinner.. unworthy of your graces.. let your will be done.. i love you.. ...amen. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Monday, September 28, 2009

reminiscing..


ive been out lately.. looking for some setbacks and friends that may accompany me in my boring hours..

i admit, im very sensitive in my dealings with my friends.. but i always end up loving them more.. as they say, the more you put emotions and deal with them like normal people should do and feel, there will always be positive results.. let them know your angry and let them know you feel being left out.. of course, at first, there will be deafening silence.. sooner or later you'll see..

im missing lots of friends right now.. some in bicol, some in manila, others in cebu.. how i wish i still have the luxury of time to travel and visit them once in a while.. but i dont. and that what makes it worst.

just hours ago, i had a conversation with one of my closest friend-officemate in cathay pacific. this is where i used to work before, as a passenger service agent. God! i miss that job! after i left cebu in 2007 and settled here in bcd to pursue law school, i visited them only ONCE! and that "once" ended up in a matter of 10 hours!

now let me talk about night hunter.. i think its about time that i increase the number of casts here.. lol

another admission, i was not the best agent in CX before, it was, night hunter.. a graduate of a catholic school.. an achiever in his own right. he had some training with an airline when we trained for cathay pacific so he was literally on top of the class.. i do not belong to the bottom line though.. we would always be in the same team.. when problems came, we would always rush to him for an explanation, and with his magical clicks, viola! solved!

i have been an admirer ever since, but as what i have said in my previous posts, i am so cautious with my actuations, so he doesnt have any idea.. maybe by now, there will be no more secrecy on that one! lol peace night hunter!

great monday fellahs!


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Monday, September 14, 2009

grace under pressure..



i dont know if i can handle the things i have voluntarily accepted, in line with my academic schedules.. for now, i can breath from the pressures of the midterm exams but the sigh is not yet a relief.. it's refreshingly mind-freeing effect is somehow hangin' and inchoate.

i was supposed to digest a moot court problem of Prosecutor v. Wiseman but needless to say, its undone.. unfinished, i should say.. it's facts was so boring that i felt i was reading a history book! damn! i hate history subjects! sorry for those history lovers who gets a lot of satisfaction reading the dates and events of the past. its a personal analysis.. its sooo downright boring on my part.

so now, i would want to challenge myself.

I WONT BE HAVING MY REST TONIGHT UNLESS I'M FINISHED WITH MY CASE BRIEF.

why? why not!


Thursday, September 3, 2009

booze


september 2. its a personally declared holiday every year, as this day happen to be the birth of an asshole, me! lol but sine we still have a midterm exam in criminal procedures, i have to attend to my academic schedules first.. after another tiring and excruciating day, it's time to partee!

we spent the whole night in cafe breizh. started @ 9pm and we ended @ 4 am. as i write, i am still drunk.. lol. thanks for my nurse bestfriend who gave me some meds to somehow lessen my hangover! at any rate, I AM HAPPY..

to all those who came to celebrate with me, thanks..

love y'all!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

juan tamad..


since i started this blog, i have somehow gained additional "prospective" friends.. coz basically, i havent had any chance of meeting them yet and personally measure their sincerity.. nonetheless, im positively happy.. i dont want to entertain those fuckers for now who cant think of anything to say other than criticize somebody else's work. they are not worth my time. at any rate, thanks for reading my post!

there hasnt been much "fun" lately.. i am trapped in the volumes of books and cases that i have wonderfully stacked up, both in my computer and in my shelf.. sad to say, it remains untouched. did i heard "time management"? what the heck was that? please enlighten me.. hahaha

today, its criminal procedure again. as usual, not in the mood. i cant even recall the last time that i have been so in touch or should i say, so interested with my law subjects.. im drastically falling apart.. im loosing my enthusiasm.. though overly hungry for knowledge, same has been succumbed by my laziness.. its overpowering and dominating my life!

this time, i need divine intervention. i need to get back on track..

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

a little laugh..

watch this guys, ayos! hahaha i know makakarelate ung ibang tao jan! hahahaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2eSDD7ZeIM

Monday, August 17, 2009

motion for recon..

please.. this is me begging..

last night, i received a text message from one of my circle of friends.. she's thinking of going home and continue law school there. the primary reason, as it was the only reason stated in the message, was because she's missing her family..

as much as i dont want to deprive you of your happiness, let this post be my humble way of making you think, if you have thought of this the nth time, a little more.. and not a little less. this is my motion for reconsideration!

whatever your decision is, we will be respectful of that. just bear in mind that we are just here for you.. do whatever you think will make you happy.. should you really feel that as a consequence of badly missing your family, you might not be as focused as you are now in law school, go.. but surely, we will be missing our bunso..

honestly, i am really praying that the txt message i received last night is just a plain joke.. lol so im begging for you and im praying for bro! please make it happen!

gud day fellahs!