prayer of a lost soul

prayer of a lost soul
in the name of the... amen. bless oh... my family.. guide them that they may continue to follow your will and remain under your care and undying love.. give them the strength to surpass all the trials that you have prepared for them.. bless them with good health and a good life.. my friends.. give them your wisdom in dealing with all their struggles.. shower them with your blessings as they remain faithful in your words by enlightening lost souls like me.. may they find enough courage to fight for their causes, whatever that may be.. and.. punish me... for everything i have done wrong.. burn me in the flames of hell and crush my selfish dreams.. i am a sinner.. unworthy of your graces.. let your will be done.. i love you.. ...amen. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

juan tamad..


since i started this blog, i have somehow gained additional "prospective" friends.. coz basically, i havent had any chance of meeting them yet and personally measure their sincerity.. nonetheless, im positively happy.. i dont want to entertain those fuckers for now who cant think of anything to say other than criticize somebody else's work. they are not worth my time. at any rate, thanks for reading my post!

there hasnt been much "fun" lately.. i am trapped in the volumes of books and cases that i have wonderfully stacked up, both in my computer and in my shelf.. sad to say, it remains untouched. did i heard "time management"? what the heck was that? please enlighten me.. hahaha

today, its criminal procedure again. as usual, not in the mood. i cant even recall the last time that i have been so in touch or should i say, so interested with my law subjects.. im drastically falling apart.. im loosing my enthusiasm.. though overly hungry for knowledge, same has been succumbed by my laziness.. its overpowering and dominating my life!

this time, i need divine intervention. i need to get back on track..

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

a little laugh..

watch this guys, ayos! hahaha i know makakarelate ung ibang tao jan! hahahaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2eSDD7ZeIM

Monday, August 17, 2009

motion for recon..

please.. this is me begging..

last night, i received a text message from one of my circle of friends.. she's thinking of going home and continue law school there. the primary reason, as it was the only reason stated in the message, was because she's missing her family..

as much as i dont want to deprive you of your happiness, let this post be my humble way of making you think, if you have thought of this the nth time, a little more.. and not a little less. this is my motion for reconsideration!

whatever your decision is, we will be respectful of that. just bear in mind that we are just here for you.. do whatever you think will make you happy.. should you really feel that as a consequence of badly missing your family, you might not be as focused as you are now in law school, go.. but surely, we will be missing our bunso..

honestly, i am really praying that the txt message i received last night is just a plain joke.. lol so im begging for you and im praying for bro! please make it happen!

gud day fellahs!

beer ops


right after our labor standards subject, rakistah, ms. late comer and i went to punta taytay to spend the afternoon. the beer ops was scheduled to start at 7pm so we still have 4hours to waste..

at about 7:15 pm, we left the resort, dropped by in my boarding house for a quick bath and went to the beer ops.. beer ops by the way is an income generating activity by the bar ops mobilization committee in line with the forthcoming bar exams this September.

although there were some frustrations, it was fun. at 3am, im home..

Saturday, August 15, 2009

party mood..


today is merriment day.. clear all your thoughts with all the intricacies of jurisprudence.. do away with your stressful law books.. and lets just be happy!

we all needed a break.. although practically, i have been stealing mine over our law subjects this past few days.. told you.. im bad! lol

that's all for now fellahs! updates after the partee!!

Friday, August 14, 2009

the worst curse scenario..


i have always been a fan of exaggeration and since there are no rules on grammar and sentence construction here in my freedom wall, i would like to qualify the word, in application to my attitude, being an oversensitive jackass!

of course, in line with such a statement, i would want to narrate my thoughts.. although this is not to say that this should be taken as a definite fact, please reconsider..

being in law school demands a huge amount of effort, time and analysis.. i guess this may explain it.. i sometimes tend to overly criticize just about anything.. from the words being uttered.. the messages being sent.. the arguments being presented.. and the acts done including the antecedent circumstances and the subsequent events thereafter..

similarly, i am a bit pessimist myself.. as ive said in some of my posts, im hopeful but never hoping.. in any problem that i have encountered i always try to deal with it negatively.. i know i may sound judgmental in a way but i have always loved the feeling of complete honesty that goes with negativity.. lemme put it this way, if i dont react negatively, i wont be able to get what i wanted as a reply.. from the words of logan, i dont want to be clouded by the beauty of endearing words. id rather be in the worst case scenario. the crispiness of the curses.. the sincerity in anger.. that's what i wanted to hear!

still puzzled? me too! lol


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

absent.


as i write this post, the whole class is undergoing a mental torture under our criminal procedure subject.. i wasnt able to reach my reading quota so i decided not to attend the class anymore. instead, i went to the library, read a couple of chapters, then here i am! lol. its not that i am afraid of the questions nor am i afraid to be shamed in front of my classmates but moreso for myself.. i dont want to deal on the matter though.. its a personal commitment.. and quite obviously, im failing to live by them..

right after lunch, i went to the library to return the book i borrowed, photocopied reviewers from buninay (i left mine at home) and i stayed in the office of my new friend for a short chit chat.. had coffee in bobs and pave my "so long".. for now, i dont have a pseudonym for him yet.. il think about it.. hehehe

first things first. i am not good, perfectly.. a number of friends have asked me why but i choose not to tell.. im not in my tell-it-all state of mind.. my life has been an open book but this time, i wanna invoke my privacy rights.. hehehe.. who knows, everything will be back to the way they used to.. besides the issue is still inchoate..

for those who had been trying to elucidate something from me, in the slightest hope that i might pop up an information, patawad po.. im also trying not to be persuaded.. for now.. lol

gud eve fellahs!