prayer of a lost soul

prayer of a lost soul
in the name of the... amen. bless oh... my family.. guide them that they may continue to follow your will and remain under your care and undying love.. give them the strength to surpass all the trials that you have prepared for them.. bless them with good health and a good life.. my friends.. give them your wisdom in dealing with all their struggles.. shower them with your blessings as they remain faithful in your words by enlightening lost souls like me.. may they find enough courage to fight for their causes, whatever that may be.. and.. punish me... for everything i have done wrong.. burn me in the flames of hell and crush my selfish dreams.. i am a sinner.. unworthy of your graces.. let your will be done.. i love you.. ...amen. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

counting..


i cant write lately. not that i dont want to but im so out of words to punch and topics to pick.. i think im not myself anymore.. dont even know if it has something to do with my being sober for 5 days 10 hours and 31 minutes (still counting..)

as ordered by the CHED, our classes will resume on the 15th because of the H1N1 scare. we still went to the university though.. and since we are in agreement not to drink alcoholic beverages anymore except on weekends and special occasions, we had a pitcher of iced tea as a replacement for the regular beer.. so wholesome and BORING! we are not used to that kind of fun. sorry, it wasnt fun at all!

together with my besfriend, i went to SM to spend the rest of my spare time. grabbed some coke floats and fries and had smoke in mcdonalds.. after a few minutes, the same crowd in the piazza was again reunited, in the hope that there might pop an idea of "let's-have-some-fun-tohight!" and so.. we ended in the pavillion.

the beer might be tempting but i managed to stay on track.. they wanted to drink.. i cant do anything about that. the justification? technically, the semester havent started yet so they considered it as a weekend! lol. besides, if i would not allow them, i cant talk to them for a week! this time, since all of them will be drinking, the one who will be punished will be the one who never commited an infraction!

i only stayed in the pavillion for about 30 minutes or less. dropped by in the supermarket to buy some groceries, a short road trip around the city, then i am home..


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