prayer of a lost soul

prayer of a lost soul
in the name of the... amen. bless oh... my family.. guide them that they may continue to follow your will and remain under your care and undying love.. give them the strength to surpass all the trials that you have prepared for them.. bless them with good health and a good life.. my friends.. give them your wisdom in dealing with all their struggles.. shower them with your blessings as they remain faithful in your words by enlightening lost souls like me.. may they find enough courage to fight for their causes, whatever that may be.. and.. punish me... for everything i have done wrong.. burn me in the flames of hell and crush my selfish dreams.. i am a sinner.. unworthy of your graces.. let your will be done.. i love you.. ...amen. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

mad.


i wanted to grow back young.. back to the age when a single choco peanut can magically erase, like a pixie dust, all my problems and worries.. back when every single bite was a heavenly treat! how i wish peter pan would appear in front of me as i write this post and bring me to neverland! i would die for it!

again, im not in my normal self. i have successfully deceived the people around me into making them believe i am happy.. honestly, i am not. with the hope for comfort, i had a dose of my fave childhood candy.. but the magic was gone.

im mad. need i write more?

1 comment:

  1. We're on the same situation Bro. On my part, how can i be happy if i lost someone precious in my life because of my stupidities, insecurities and all the NEGATIVE things that cloud my mind and how can i win her back if i will not help myself change? I'm doing my best to change for the better and i hope it's not too late to get another chance. A chance to life, a chance to love and a chance to be HAPPY again. Where do i start? That's what i need to find out as well, and that's also the reason why i'm reaching out to you, then to the rest of your group then finally to HER... Just "one more chance and one more time". That's all i ask to all of you... Thanks.

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