just a thought..

for once in your life, have you ever wondered why things happen to you and you don't even know why? that sometimes even without any effort, all your stars have wonderfully aligned themselves in their places.. in such a way that you will wonder whether it be luck or just a good karma? or have you ever cursed life that even how much you tried, everything seems to be such a mess?

maybe for some, who happened to be around when gee-o-dee showered a gift of good life, doesn't have to wonder about this things.. lucky them!

but for those, including me, who happened to be wandering around and unaware of such an event, i know you're feeling the same thing as i am. why did "bro" created such a scheme that others need to be so lucky while the rest need to kick their asses to cope up..

le'me get this straight first, i am not an atheist. i do believe in HIM and this blog may sound a complaint but i still have trust in Him.. i just can't help but wonder.

when i browsed the net last night, i checked on what's been happening about my friends and my classmates from elementary down to college.. honestly, i felt happy for what they have achieved but i also felt this weird feeling of asking myself WHY? why can't i be successful as them? mind you, i am good in justifying things but i can't give one good justification to rebut my feelings.. i may not be the smartest and the most talented man alive but hey, i know i am better than some of them! hahaha.. if you never felt this kind of feeling, im trading my life with yours!!

ok ok ok.. everything here is debatable.. but i'm sticking to the element of subjectivity in every argument. you may have other views but as they say, respect begets.

my point is:

I ENVY THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO WIN IN THE DIVINE AND GENETIC LOTTERY!

peace fellahs!!