prayer of a lost soul

prayer of a lost soul
in the name of the... amen. bless oh... my family.. guide them that they may continue to follow your will and remain under your care and undying love.. give them the strength to surpass all the trials that you have prepared for them.. bless them with good health and a good life.. my friends.. give them your wisdom in dealing with all their struggles.. shower them with your blessings as they remain faithful in your words by enlightening lost souls like me.. may they find enough courage to fight for their causes, whatever that may be.. and.. punish me... for everything i have done wrong.. burn me in the flames of hell and crush my selfish dreams.. i am a sinner.. unworthy of your graces.. let your will be done.. i love you.. ...amen. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Thursday, May 14, 2009

the art of letting go..


before i went to sleep last night, i convinced myself that i will be making a post about this one today.. maybe the group hasn't realized it yet that somehow, we are experiencing the same struggles right now.. of course on matters of letting go..

my group involves six (6) personas.. me being the only vampire among the lycans.. its good to be a villain from time to time.. lolz! an entrepreneur, a police, a call center agent, a singer, a late comer, and me, an asshole.. all struggling to be, someday, lawyers..

the entrepreneur.. a she. just last night we had a drink at piazza.. there was really no plan of us meeting there.. i was in the place oredy when she called and asked me where i was. she came.. damn she's hot! if only im straight, i would have married her oredy! hahaha.. we talked. she just broke up with her boyfriend.. or in the words of a comrade, her summer romance..

the police. a she. the month of april, specifically the end of april had been so harsh with this lady.. i believe she deserves an applause. though she's still on her stage of movin' on after a let go problem, she seems perfectly fine..

the call center agent. a she. a series of unfortunate events almost swallowed her whole. but little as she is, she managed to breath in the tiniest cracks and squeezed herself out of the oblivion.. the letting go part? nah.. you dont wanna know..

the singer. again, a she.. i think among us, maybe she have mastered the skill oredy.. just lately, she broke up with her ex-boyfriend who has become, sorry to tell you this, to be our object of joke and ridicule. you can't blame us, he just acted like a complete dumbshit forcing the group to hate him!

the late comer. also a she. now her story is different.. but the ending was not a happily ever after.. but happily letting go.. what could be worse than loving an insensitive jackass? oops! sorry.. dont really know the whole story.. i might be pre-judging the guy.. but that's how it sounds for me..

the asshole.. me! mine is too simple.. but so far it still is letting go.. just yesterday, before i went to piazza, i had a serious conversation with a friend.. a friend whom im afraid im gradually falling in love with.. so as early as yesterday, i had to let go of the emotional burden.. told HIM my baggage.. now im trying to free myself under such captivating potion.. slowly learning the art of letting go...

been a while since the group had a bonding time together.. i hope it will be soon..

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