prayer of a lost soul

prayer of a lost soul
in the name of the... amen. bless oh... my family.. guide them that they may continue to follow your will and remain under your care and undying love.. give them the strength to surpass all the trials that you have prepared for them.. bless them with good health and a good life.. my friends.. give them your wisdom in dealing with all their struggles.. shower them with your blessings as they remain faithful in your words by enlightening lost souls like me.. may they find enough courage to fight for their causes, whatever that may be.. and.. punish me... for everything i have done wrong.. burn me in the flames of hell and crush my selfish dreams.. i am a sinner.. unworthy of your graces.. let your will be done.. i love you.. ...amen. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Saturday, May 2, 2009

feast of st. "ME"..


i woke up early.. its labor day.. as early as 9:45am there were already rallyists marching on the streets of bcd.. the march was so long that i had to get out of the taxi and walk my way up to the mall.. since the mall opens at 10am, i stayed in pietro kaffee for a cup of coffee.. there were so many jobless people as early as i am.. sad reality.. but i dont want to dwell with it.. those topics are for the students of marx, lenin and mao.. i don't want to compete with them.. i'm not armed with the technical words of a socialist..

the job fair was so crowded.. i checked on the companies but i can't find a better one for me.. i want to have a job but i don't want to compromise my study.. almost all of the companies who joined the job fair are mall affiliates. there's no way i can still continue law school if that's the case..

my bestfriend joined me for lunch in chicken deli.. a brief fun at the arcade.. then some fries and floats in mcdo for snacks.. this time, some of his friends are with us..

then one funny thing happened. a call.. it was mr. chatmate.. he told me he wanted to hear my voice.. he was horny.. i told him i can't talk to him with such a topic 'coz im outside eating with my friends.. that i am sitting in one small table with them and there's no way i can tell him anything! and guys, you know what he did?? my bestfriend could attest to this.. he jacked off while i was talking with him! waaaaaaaah!

at 4:30pm i went to piazza.. im meeting elyang there.. she wasnt around yet so i first posted my "end of april" blog.. we talked about our friends.. our friendship.. about me.. and about her.. i found out she was not o'ryt..

by the way, there's something i need to apologize for..

first for what i have promised yesterday about me writing something about elyang.. i cant and i wont anymore.. please understand me as much as i understand elyang.. she's not o'ryt and i dont want to do anything that may aggravate the whole situation..
second, i want to apologize to you elyang.. i know i am to be blamed partly.. i dont want to discuss the details.. we all know that.. maybe, just maybe.. you won't be as bothered as you are now if not for my playful mind.. im dead serious about this.. my apologies..
i promised i will not be dealing with topics that might complicate things.. let it be that way.. i respect my friends as they have been respectful of me.. if u want to read entertainment, don't look for it here.. check your magazines instead.. mwah mwah mwah!

the rest is ancient history.. BOoORING! lol


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